should i blog or should i not?

i dunno when my blog juice would start flowing again.. guess iv been spending a lot of time at pokerstars these days.. LOL! :p

i'm just blocked.

i enjoyed the new episode of grey's anatomy(s05e18).. it's so complex..unlike the last episodes which were a bit boring for me..

life could seem complicated and hopeless at times.. only 'cause we choose to view it that way. or we become afraid to act for fear that we'll not gain anything or lose more. second, life is temporary, as doctors we see death everyday and so yeah i agree that every person we choose to care about might be just another loss somewhere down the road but that should never stop us from fighting and doing our best to push back death, to prolong life as much as we can.. lol.. that episode made me teary eyed..