it's raining again. i don't like it when it rains... especially late in the afternoon and evening..
why?
first, because it's dark, it's gloomy and wet. i don't like getting my feet wet.
i end up staying at home, eating.. so it's fattening in a way. lol..
the rain is often linked with melancholy.. with depression. i wonder why.. is there a scientific explanation behind that?
the raindrops are like tears of heaven..as if the sky is weeping.
am i being pessimistic? but then, tears could either be due to sadness or joy, right?
for me, it's saddening. period. more so when i'm alone at home.
the sound of thousands of drops hitting the roof and pavement somehow brings out that emptiness i try to hide within.. oh well, i can manage. this too shall pass.. just like everything in this temporary world, sadness is transient. there are still things i like about rain though.. and that's when it stops. the surroundings are fresh and quiet. the end of the rain symbolizes new hope and renewed life..
rain isn't all that bad. just like our problems and trials, we need them all in order for us to grow as individuals. we have to overcome our own rain once in a while. we can make it through the rain.. lol. :D
Abad
May 30, 2008 at 10:34 PM
nakakarelate ako, may mga araw na ayoko ng ulan. dati pag umuulan wala na akong gana for anything.
Camille
May 31, 2008 at 1:52 PM
ako di naman. ok sakin yung umuulan sa morning.. shempre possible na wala pasok sa espanya... haha.. pero kasi anglungkot pag umuulan sa gabi.. lalo na pag mag-isa sa house. nakakatamad naman umalis ng bahay. aun.
my-so-called-Quest
May 31, 2008 at 2:44 PM
awww!
may masayang part din sa ulan.
yung may kasama ka, isa lng ang payong nyo at sukob kayo. tapos hawak mo yung kamay nya. nararamdaman mo yung hinga at yung heartbeat nyo. hehehheh
hayyyy...
Camille
May 31, 2008 at 2:58 PM
@ced: haha kaya nga nakakalungkot.. coz it could be better..
philos
May 31, 2008 at 5:38 PM
What can I say? I feel that too sometimes... though usually pagnasa bus ako going home and its raining outside, it does feel good after the rain doesn't it?
When I'm home (or at work) and its raining, I love to sit by the window and just play Norah Jones in the background... yeah, I'm weird like that. :p
Camille
May 31, 2008 at 7:06 PM
hehe not that weird. pero u really know how to set the mood.. todo emote ba? :p hay i don't like that feeling kasi. pero i get used to it sometimes.. not a very good time for me lang siguro.
philos
June 2, 2008 at 2:05 AM
I guess its better if you know someone else is emoting with you hehe... so let me know the next time this happens hehe
Camille
June 2, 2008 at 9:31 AM
haha alright.. i guess you're right. that really helps. misery loves company... hehe.. inom nalang! :p