its hard to be uninspired..

is this a disease? a virus perhaps?? i think its contagious.. my brother's been uninspired and sort of "depressed?" lately and i think i got the "flu". haha..
nothing much really.. haay.. im an addict.. i know im lazy and all but this.. has gotten worse.. haha..
i went home early.. i didnt attend our med1 lecture..yup ppl, i cut class.. same thing i did last friday.. and also yesterday.. i didnt attend neuropsych lec as well.. waah.. super tamad nako.. my friend says he's been feeling the same.. a lot of us in class i think somewhat feels similarly in some sort of way.. hehe.. a lot of us were sleeping during OB class.. d lang naman sa OB un.. i managed not to fall asleep..an accomplishment! super groggy ako.. heheheh..kya lang my head began to ache afterwards.. haay. =S
i browsed my old blog..i ready my old entries then i started thinking how much ive changed.. or havn't i? i also saw the pictures i ve taken and posted before.. some of the posts-ican barely remember .. anyway i wish i have my camera.. i have this urge to take pictures and write bout things.. feeling journalist-photographer ba? haha.. hm.. kahit wla interesado tumingin.. wla lang.. i want to travel.. i dont know if im jz stressed or what.. im not sure.. im not even aware if i am stressed right now.. but i know that i want to do something else.. just a short break from med.. i like what i do.. studying, taking tests, reviewing, attending lectures.. but right now i want to experience something different.. anyway.. sem break is near.. ill have a good 2 week vacation.. at least i have something to look forward to.. i want to go to davao.. my friend lives there..
i really feel weird.. hm.. am i relaxed? or just lazy? hm.. i think i already know the answer for that one.. haha.. anyway gotta go.. lots of things to do..