april fools

been staring at this box.. but cant seem to start a post.. things are running through my head but they are locked up inside.. the words have run out.. feelings i cant express.. thoughts i cant figure out.. am i out of my mind? an april fool i am.. it's ok if i just happened to be a fool for today.. but no.. been one for couple of years now.. and still counting..
ive been carrying this weight for quite a while now but why.. apparently i cannot leave this weight behind.. i have no control.. do i?? if i can just be in another place, in another time.. with no memories of you.. i hate it.. why should i be sad? i should be glad.. no more lies.. no more deception.. i wish someone can discover a cure for a broken heart.

enough with the drama already..

i was bout to drop my resume this afternoon to this hospital..


they told me they'll accept me.. theyre just waiting for my resume.. i was really decided to work yesterday.. but today.. i started to think.. typical me.. :) what the heck.. ill drop it tomorrow. :) i have to practice my skills.. gotta use my license. may the lord God be with me..

anyway bout the title.. just a trivia. did you know how the april fool's day celebration started?
according to kuya kim(tv patrol), before the gregorian calendar was created and made official, the people back then used to begin the year in april 1. when the use of the gregorian calendar began, it created come confusion. this was influenced by the lack of information dissemination way back in the old days. low tech.. so while most people already started the year in Jan 1, there are some who were left uninformed and still used April 1st as the beginning of the year thus the birth of April Fool's day.

it is currently celebrated in some countries(not common here in the Philippines) though not an official holiday. a day of hoaxes and pranks.